14 weeks and scared i might lose this baby i have lost two before.

I'm in the same boat as you. I had a miscarriage in '07 at 12 weeks. The baby had stopped growing at 5 weeks and we didn't know until my first ultra sound. Now I am 15 weeks and freaking out but you just need to stay calm. Once you hit 14 weeks the chances of miscarring drop a ton! If you heard your baby's heart beat at 13 weeks you are all good. It is most unlikely that you will not miscarry but i would for sure talk to your doctor about your fears and see they are welling for your piece of mind to do an extra ultra sound or just let you come in to hear the heart beat again. Most doctors are more then happy to help you feel better. Stressing out about it is not helping you or the baby. I understand how hard it is and it can get scary. Trust me, I freak out and call my midwife about everything. And i understand trying not to get excitied or feel something for this baby but it's hard not to love something that is growing inside of you. You just need to let yourself be happy about getting to be a mom and love this baby no matter what happens. Making it to 14 weeks is a big thing in pregnancy world. I hope that helps alittle. Just stay positive!