We live about 15 minutes from my parents. I love my family and love being around them. My husband has been so annoyed with my mom and recently wrote her, what feels like to me a mean awful email specifying every little thing about her that he can't stand. She wrote him back and said she was sorry, defended herself on a few of the issues and said she'd try and work on things. He writes her back and goes off on how she won't change and she doesn't care at all... Now, I know he is my husband and I should be on his side no matter what (he tells me this often). I feel like he wrong. I don't agree with what he is saying or how he is going about it. I think he is being rude, nit picky, etc. This is our 3rd baby and right now because of this starting it, I feel very distant from my husband. He is a cop and money is tight, so he works alot. But lately he works CONSTANTLY. I am SO SICK and by choice (cause of work) he is never home to help me do anything and if he is, he makes me feel guilty that I sleep in an hour or two. I am so exhausted and sick.
I feel like I dont' even like him right now. So much more goes into this, but.. I need advice. He is distant and mean and even when he rarely is home, he's not really there. He's on the phone 24/7 and everything is "feel sorry for him" type thing. I am losing my mind. It's like he's trying to make me mad. I know this is petty, but he knows I hate a goatee and he starts growing one. I try to act like none of this is happening and things are normal, but its hard. I look at him and am so mad. Is it just pregnancy horomones making me feel like this.. I don't know, I need outside advice. PLEASE!