I've read your other postings and I think the best thing for you to do is to go to a doctor or clinic and take a pregnancy test there. Once you find out that you are in fact pregnant, take a list of any and all questions you need answered with you so you can get some straight answers. Your body will do all kinds of wacky things it's never done before in the next 9 months, and most of it, no matter how weird or uncomfortable, will be normal. There's a stigma that pregnant women are crazy- well hell- if men had to go through what we have to I think they'd be just as crazy!The next best thing is to read everythng you can get your hands on about pregnancy, so you know what MIGHT happen, and that you understand IS happening. This site has good info, whattoexpect.com also has a lot of really great, useful info. The book that site stems from is What to Expect While You're Expecting- BUY IT. It gives you a month- by- month breakdown of your pregnancy- read it on the toilet if you're not a big reader. It will give you tremendous piece of mind, and you can also look up things like 'cramps' and get great info late at night when the doctor's sleeping.