So shortly after i became pregnant, my boyfriend at the time proposed to me. I was ecstatic, however, i questioned his reasoning. I wondered if it was because I was pregnant, or because he really wanted to. He swore that he loved me and wanted to be a happy family. Went through my pregnancy, we got our own place, everything was great. I had my son on April 1 of this year, and things started to go down hill. We started arguing about all the small things, we both figured it was because of all of the stresses of having a new baby to take care of. But with all of the insecurities between us and just not getting along, we decided to have a heart to heart talk. As it turns out, he only proposed because i was prego, and he never even loved me!! and doesn't now.. he has "love for me" but doesn't love me.. I'm going to go out on a limb and say that i am quite devastated. I would have given that man the world, now i come to find out that the entire relationship was a waste of time, and a lie. He had me fooled for a year and a half.
I don't really have a question, other than idea's on splitting up time with our four month old because I'm moving out. I just needed to vent a little and see some thoughts from some others that may have been in a similar situation at all.. Thanks for listening, well, reading.