This is the first year my little girl at 3yrs old has gone to school to be in the special needs preschool. She's only at school half day but to a stay-home mommy it seems like she will be there for hours. Its been the holiday break for 2 weeks and we had just put her in school the week befor break so I'm so use to her being here. Being 7 months pregnant with my second child, another girl, I know that it won't be long till I have another child to spend my mornings with. However as i put her on the bus, this morning tears rolled down my cheecks softly as I waved goodbye and I knew right then that even though I'm pregnant with her little sister she will always be my baby. I just wonder how I transition my feelings to know she's getting to be a big girl and she needs to go to school when I'm so use to having her home with me? What is a mom to do and how will I react in the future when she leaves to college, gets her own place, and gets married because I feel like I'll never be ready to let my little girl go.