My mom had a hyseterectomy at 22 years old due to health issues and while she can no longer have kids she is very open to adoption should she feel the need to have more kids. I've watched my mom get upset,sad and angry because she could not have more kids, I really do feel for you as I know this is going to be tough but if your open to adoption or surrogacy you can one day have your picture perfect family one day. I've known ladies who are surrogate and even move into the home with the parents to be so that the mother can kinda experience and watch the growth of pregnancy, there are always options. Stay positive.Oh and you might get random anger fits like my mom, lol. She would sometimes get really mad at the news or tv when she read or heard about someone doing something bad to a child because they didn't want it. She will yell out loud, "IF YOU DIDN'T WANT THAT BABY, GIVE HIM TO ME". :) It may seem crazy but that always made me happy to see that my mom didn't care if she couldn't birth another child, she would still take another if someone offered the chance.