So I had an amazing date last night and I'm all swoony with hearts are flying out of my head like Sally from the Peanuts. So what do I do? I text him like first thing. As in ALREADY. Now, I know he digs me and clearly I'm really digging him, and I think all those dumb "rules" people always talk about are crazy, but what if they're not? How would I know? I've been on like six dates in my life thanks to that 20-year relationship that's thisclose to being officially over (my STBX has his lawyer filing the court paperwork as I type, btw). Which is fine, I don't care that I missed this stuff before. It's superfun to get to do it now. Problem is, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING! And while I certainly don't want to scare him off, I really do want him to know I want to see him again and soon. I don't want a boyfriend. I just want to play. Is that so bad? Is it just pathetic? One more confession before I beg and plead for your advice here: This boy is sweet and delicious and young. So of course I can't stop thinking about being old, which I'm not really, I know, but still. I've become obsessed with anti-aging creams. LIKE MY MOTHER. See?! See what a frenzy I've thrown myself into? HELP!
PS: It's been 1 hour and 8 minutes. No response. He said he had meeting this a.m., but maybe....?? Ok, I'll stop now.